So I am sitting here at my computer in a birth room, just after transporting a woman fully dilated with breech presentation, and I think I am in AWE. I am so thankful to God for letting me have this experience...being apart of so many births and labors. It has been amazing. I am also spiritually energized....I have had the unique privelege of walking and being held by Jesus this past 6 weeks. I really couldnt have done this without Him...especially leaving my family. That was so difficult. Also when I was in intense births especially this last week with all my continuities...I so strongly felt Christ in me. I didnt sleep for over 60 hours from Sunday to Wednesday this week and everytime my friend Paula saw me she was just amazed and said how come you look for joyful Krissy...not just happy but you are radiating and joy is on your face. It really was not me she was seeing it was Jesus!
I felt so very supernatual help at some births that just amazed me and made me want to fall on my knees and thank the LORD. He really was present with me...and was helping me because he wanted to touch the life of these women and babies. Oh Lord THANK YOU SO MUCH.
A friend gave me a passage from Ephesians and I believe that this prayer was answered..."I keep asking that the God of our LORD JESUS CHRIST, the glorious father may give you the SPIRIT OF WISDOM AND REVELATION......
I felt that a lot during my times in the birth room...God speaking audibly to my heart and making his presence known to me so that I would be most useful in helping his precous daughters in labor.
IN HIM WE LIVE AND MOVE AND HAVE OUR BEING. acts 17:28 KJV
Delight yourself in the LORD and He will give you the desires of your heart. Psalm 37:4
Lord God thank you for walking with me on this journey. It was such a blessing to be found in you and to be wholly present with you and be intentional about serving those around me..help me to maintain this heart as I return home and help me to continue to grow in you as you edge off and smoothen all my rough areas.
TO God be the GLORY amen.Please portect me on my flight home and bless my family as I rejoin them.
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