I am beginning to grasp more and more the Lord's prayer....Lord give us this day our daily bread.

I think that we all currently live in an environment that if we need something we go out to the store and just buy it......we dont have needs..material needs. Just go to Walmart if you need something...you can find everything there, right? But with faith...we cannot just see our needs and quickly supply to our hearts and life all that it needs...We have to come daily to the table or Christ and be fed......
In our spiritual and personal relationship with God we have to learn to depend on Christ....to give us each day the provisions that we need. We have to go to God daily for he said he is the bread of life (John 6:35)

I have been thinking all day about one topic: Does everyone have that moment in life....where they unmistakably come face to face with God? I have seen so many broken and hurt people and I wondered....did they open their heart to receive the love of GOD....God is all around. I feel Him all the time....even in the craziest storm, the hardest of life's moments...HE is standing right there beside us all.....are you letting Him scoop you up and take care of you right now. Whateever great wall is between you and God I pray that it my crumble and you may be able to embrace HIS love...truly know that it is not like human love...it is so much more..and He will never hurt you with that love....only hold you beautifully in HIS arms...

I have a few people currently in my lfe that I am desperately praying for.....I want them to experience Christ....his enduring and wonderful love....How did they somehow see God as anything different than a loving father....a bright amazing illuminating presence of LOVE.....

Was it me? Was it one of my brothers or sisters in the LORD? Was it satan attacking them? How come you missed the loving touch of God? I feel that it is unmistakable and life changing...the instant He touches us we are no longer the same anymore.

Lord God, do those who struggle with faith think that Christians do not struggle and they do not sin and they do not have problems? I feel that distance between us sometimes.....Lord how can I be more of a reflection of your love......Lord i think my heart is breaking right now because I feel a great amount of urgency.....people do not have lots of time.....life can be cut short so quickly. Lord God I am so burdened and sad right now....could I please demonstrate my love to your children....could I please show them how much you desperately love them...but you have already....on the cross....right?

Lord I had a classmate die recently....and I do believe she was saved...she had such a pure heart..but her death makes me think of the reality of our situation here on earth.

I am often very busy with my goals and desires and I miss out on you...and just being with you... I want to have your eyes to see into the spirits and lives of those around me...that I may help them in any way in their faith journeys...especially those that have a really hard path in front of them.....I know life can be so devastating...and there is so much out there..other beliefs...indulgances...ect....but I know I know without a doubt...CHRIST is the ONLY ANSWER.

Lord I want to just be a part of KINGDOM work...and have eternity in my heart....have concern..deep concern and love for your children....for my family..for my friends...for my neighbors. Help me LORD...I lay down my life for them...really....Lord I dont want to be a martyr per-say...but I do not want to be afraid to be used of you...and sacrifice some small comforts in my life...for a greater good
SERIOUSLY is there any greater experience than to be able to have someone come to the FATHER....no..absolutely not!!!