Sunday, March 29, 2009

HILLSONG...lets praise and worship....with everthing.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZE33ejdgWIY

This is a beautiful song that I am singing to my LORD.
Verse 1:This is my prayer in the desertAnd all that's within me feels dryThis is my prayer in the hunger in meMy God is a God who providesVerse 2:And this is my prayer in the fireIn weakness or trial or painThere is a faith provedOf more worth than goldSo refine me Lord through the flamesChorus:And I will bring praiseI will bring praiseNo weapon forged against me shall remainI will rejoiceI will declareGod is my victory and He is hereVerse 3:And this is my prayer in the battleAnd triumph is still on it's wayI am a conqueror and co-heir with ChristSo firm on His promise I'll standBridge:All of my lifeIn every seasonYou are still GodI have a reason to singI have a reason to worshipVerse 4:This is my prayer in the harvestWhen favor and providence flowI know I'm filled to be empited againThe seed I've recieved I will sow

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QbrL64Ujb1c
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JZBPD-T20t0
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GMqddilXO68
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rSCE8uLuTJY
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eOY0mjjmx8Y
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eOY0mjjmx8Y
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XYeNfXpZ0pU

I added these so that you could just sing your FATHER....I am going to post this and them I am going to honor my father with words of praise....bless all you.

Wednesday, March 18, 2009

Blessed to be a blessing......

I am here in El Paso with my son Christopher and husband Jason. I really miss this place but since our departing a lot has changed. The saddest change is how unreachable Mexico seems to be. We were hoping and praying to be able to go ino Mexico but everyone begged us not to for, most importantly, Christopher's sake. But my heart is short of breaking for the kids over there. It hit me really hard yesterday when I was humbly reminded that I came from the town. I was in a foster home/orphanage in Cuidad Juarez 25 years ago. Without sharing too many difficult details, Jason and I sadly found out that the orphanage that we used to go to every weekend last year suddenly was shut down and the children were placed elsewhere. I want to cry....I do cry.....because I don't know if they are being cared for and loved as much as they were. The people that were there really truly loved them. Now, I just wonder...are they scared, afraid.... Jason and I never felt able or ready to adopt any of them, but we knew that many of them were going to get adopted to wonderful families in the US or mexico....Where those adoptions completed before they shut down the orphanage? I pray so.....Lord God please put your hand of protection on their lives, each one that you love and adore. I know Lord that no matter what happens in life, when you are stripped of everything...truly He still stands beside you!!!
I pray and hope for the day I will see each one of those angels in Heaven and maybe sooner.

We have been blessed to be able to go to spring convention at Abundant Living Faith Center this week. Wow! It is so beautiful and literally heavenly worshipping with 6000 other people who love the Lord. Also nightly the pastors have an altar call......the best thing in the world to experience and be apart of is when a child of God experiences and embraces HIS love for the first time and accepts them as SAVIOR.

My prayer when returning home from this wonderful trip is that I will be more aware of God's voice. That my heart will beat with HIS heart and I will follow His leading more each day. I really want others to see Jesus in me and nothing else. I want people to experience HIS love through me....help me lord to do this more.
I thank God for bringing my family together for this time in the LORD.....AMEN