2010 was a year that I surprised myself.
I realized that I had a great capacity and ability to do some very hard things. We began the journey of being houseparents....and although it was a hard road I learned alot. It bought many blessings, of which I know have many wonderful children in my heart. I was able to be a mother to some great kids. As we journey into 2011, I am excited for the other children that will come into our lives. I know they will bless us, stretched us and God will be with us along the way. I surprised myself by being able to partake in this new mission field and I/Jason are loving it and growing everyday.
On the other hand, I surprised myself negatively as well. I am seeing the painful result of not following completely in His will. But 2011 will be a year of redemption and healing. I will walk into relationships and circumstances with a renewed mind and heart. I am daily seeking to be transformed by Jesus. I have learned in my life that when I go through hard things, it is for HIM to strengthen me and make me more ready, sensitive to His voice.....challenge me to stay under GOD's protective plan/laws. These are painful lessons to learn sometimes but ultimately I am SO very thankful for them. It reaffirms to me that I need to put 100 percent dependence on Him. I will be fasting next week over these items and I already feel better, making a determined effort to follow him and make corrections, according to HIS will for me.
More later..........
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