I needed some change. I needed a new perspective.
Have you ever found yourself in a situation that you know is not normal for your own character. I am going to be completely frank since this is my journal of my journey.....But in the last few months I have been disappointed, surprised and a little offended by my own actions and attitudes.
I am so glad to be in a new place to make new choices that will greatly impact my life.
I think that I went through some of these recent circumstances so that I could better relate to others and their struggles....
I will be even more honest.....The other night I was talking with one of my girls and she really poured her heart out and shared some things in her life that were really hard.....but God gave me the unique opportunity of telling her about experiences in my past. Just by letting her know that I had experienced certain things like she had...it helped to break down those walls.
Although those experiences that happen to me as a young girl were very hard..I was grateful in that moment that my sharing was actually bringing her closer to God. I pray that God will take these circumstances that I recently went through...that he would use these....to help others...and help me be more FOCUSED on the right things and ON GOD!
Lord forgive me of my sins. Forgive me of my foolishness. Forgive me for not always fixing my eyes on you.
My heart has a way to go.....but I think I am in a better place now......
I am so excited for this new job and experience. Be with Christopher. Be with Jason.
Prayer. Help us to find a home. Help us to find the right school for Christopher. Help us to find a vibrant church.
Until later.............................
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