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Well, I wish I had profound words to say about the last few days and its unravelings.......but unfortunately I do not.

My heart is heavy. My eyes are a little red still. And my emotions are everywhere.

I am thankful for those wonderful people in my life that God has placed in my life during this season.
I love all the houseparents at our job. We make this place a family.
I am thankful for a new very dear friend that has come into my life. He is like a refreshing breeze on a saultry day! I could say more but I won't. I am just thankful for him and our time together. It is good to have a friend who helps keep your eyes focused on the LORD!

My grandfather died last week. I am in Iowa celebrating his life and legacy while also grieving his loss.....his absence. He always made me laugh and was the first man to ever love me unconditionally.( my husband being the second)

I am thankful for my children. I am so proud of Christopher and the little being he is becoming. I love my kiddos at SGCH. WE are becoming a family more and more everyday. I think of them all the time....being away from them seems unnatural.

My dear friends are going through a horrible experience. I am praying for them that they will not take their eyes off the LORD for a second. Life is being really awful to them.

God is teaching me a lot. He is stretching my heart and teaching me how to tolerate pain, loss, and let down....while also blessing me with new and wonderful expereinces.

I really feel that I am in God's will. I am thankful that I am able to walk with Him. I feel His presence in my life. I hear His whisper in my ear. I can look into His eyes and feel at peace even when there is chaos around me.

Lord, answer your servant......what do you desire me to do in my next breath, tomorrow, next week......
I honestly do not have any fears about my life...the only fear I would hold is to not be in your will.

I desire you to look at me Jesus and say:
"His master replied, 'Well done, good and faithful servant! You have been faithful with a few things; I will put you in charge of many things. Come and share your master's happiness!'

I love you Lord....help me Lord....help me to speak words of encouragement....help me to be transparent...

Lord God, can you heal that part of my heart that is currently a little broken and bleeding.....I know my mistakes Lord.....but help me to grow from these situations. Someone hurt me deeply whom I never thought could or had the capacity to do. But I lean on you more because of this.


Lord forgive me of my sins. Help me to become more righteous and faithful to you.

Here s to whatever you have next for me. I love you I love you I love you.
Your daughter, Krissy