Today I was greatly humbled....I miss alot of opportunities for God....I read about a friend today caught in sin, so entrenched it doesnt seem that she might see it as so, and my even saying this I would be considered a Bible thumper...but no! I had no words of hate or anger or insult or judgement....but tears! I just cried for her and cried for a missed opportunity with her...that is what pains me the most..my failure...AS THE LIGHT OF THE WORLD...to have failed her in this way! In middle school we were great friends and even had the opportunity for her to come to a camp...not to convert her but to hope and pray that she might see the immense love of Christ through me and my church and my friends...but I must have not been strong enough of an influence...I am so sorry God. When I saw her today and her video..my heart ached so badly, I felt that pain that you feel when your children are not with you..oh how you love each one of us and we ALWAYS turn away from you in small ways and big ways. take the offense away LORD. Please intervene mightily and let me not be a noddle Christian..let me be a great light for YOU!
Anotehr video...........http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FMrAafe7Mns
Lord i dont want to be the type of person that just sits on my life/rescue boat and floats by drowning people...No LORD use me LORD and let the world be changed in small ways because of me NO because of YOU working through your small child, me! AMEN!