I am reading the Shack(WM paul young) which my younger sister Hope let me borrow for a few days.....WOW! It is one of my dreams one day to write a riveting passionate book like this one....it is so raw. The experience of losing someone so precious as a child would really break anyone....though I have not finished reading the novel...this is a story about restoration and hope.
Its also just is a great reminder about how God is waiting to meet with us...passionately waiting for the time.....to sit eat and talk with us (Rev 3:20)He loves you so much.

Have you heard the song HELD by Natalie Grant

Two months is too littleThey let him goThey had no sudden healingTo think that providenceWould take a child from his motherWhile she prays, is appallingWho told us we'd be rescuedWhat has changed andWhy should we be saved from nightmaresWere asking why this happens to usWho have died to live, it's unfairThis is what it means to be heldHow it feels, when the sacred is torn from your lifeAnd you surviveThis is what it is to be loved and to knowThat the promise was that when everything fellWe'd be heldThis hand is bitternessWe want to taste it andLet the hatred numb our sorrowsThe wise hand opens slowlyTo lilies of the valley and tomorrowThis is what it means to be heldHow it feels, when the sacred is torn from your lifeAnd you surviveThis is what it is to be loved and to knowThat the promise was that when everything fellWe'd be heldIf hope if born of sufferingIf this is only the beginningCan we not wait, for one hourWatching for our saviorThis is what it means to be heldHow it feels, when the sacred is torn from your lifeAnd you surviveThis is what it is to be loved and to knowThat the promise was that when everything fellWe'd be held[Repeat Chorus]

It is amazing the suffering that we will endure as travelers on this journey called LIFE. But we have a promise from the Father above that we will be held, loved,rocked, and cared for during those great times of pain.
I hold this promise closely in my heart that when I go through something painful and hard...I have SOMEONE who will be there for me...and loves me so much that he died for me....he is ready to cry with me and hold me when it is just to much for me ...

I hope that you will be encouraged in this....I know it is hard dear friends to go through this struggle in your life....but you are not alone and the LORD GOD loves you so much he is waiting for you with arms open wide to pour his love on you.

Lord I lift your children up to you, Estrella, Christian, Alfredo, Sergio, Marcus, and all the precious children of Casa. I pray for your protection and healing.Dont be afraid. The father will never leave you or abandoned you. Jesus te ama y quiere compartir eternidad contigo. Y nada o nadie puede separarte de el amor de Dios. Ten fe! Cada dia digo una oracion para ustedes. Te amo.
Here is a song I am trying to learn on the guitar...it is a great worship song....
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y_08pM0fXxE
please spend a few minutes in reverent worship for your Creator and Savior.